Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Geographic Depression?

I have been battling depression for most of my life.... it is a fact and one that I am no longer angry about. We all have our little burdens to bear and for whatever emotional, chemical or genetic reason I have been burdened and blessed with a fragile psyche. In the main I have learned strategies for coping with my affliction, and it has been quite a while since I have visited the really really dark place that depression can take you to. I still visit the grey places fairly often and expect I always will.

From January to May of this year I lived in a small beach town in Nicaragua (San Juan del Sur), surrounded by odd and interesting people and very blessed with a new and caring companion. This combination proved very good for my affliction and happiness came easy.

I am back in Toronto now and it is good to visit my friends and spend time with my daughter again. However, I find it much harder here and I am again visiting the grey places far more often. Today, I found myself wondering... is it possible that this PLACE makes me depressed?

I had always loved living in Toronto.... but I can't do it anymore. My airline ticket is purchased. I return to Nicaragua in August.

It might help if the f***ing sun would shine! LOL


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